I never thought I would get to this point in my life but it is amazing how God has changed my heart.
I can now say that I hate sin and the reality of it literally makes me sick to my stomach. The last day and a half I have had this terrible rock in the bottom of my stomach when a private sin of someone I looked up was exposed.
I feel for the person, I am sad for them and I weep for them. I couldn't sleep last night and I can't shake this "I can't believe it" that keeps running through my mind. I want nothing more than for them to be restored to our Father but on the other hand I just want to smack this person in the back of the head and say "how dare you"! You represent Christ, you are not your own, you where bought with a price!
I realized just how much Satan is trying to tear down the body of Christ and how much pleasure he receives when he gets a stronghold in a Christian's life.
I want to urge you as my brothers and sisters in Christ to flee from any immorality...you are a representative of our God and Father. Please don't tear down His name for the fleeting pleasure of this world. After all, we are a family and your sin doesn't just affect you...it hurts all of us and it hurts our Father in heaven even more!