Today has been a wild ride.
Not wild in the sense of zoo animals or roller coaster rides but wild because I spent an entire 9 hour day with 20 people and all we did was speak our dreams, and desires, and love for each other.
It was wild in the sense that I realized that other people know me better than I know myself.
It was wild in the sense that others see potential and qualities in me that I never imagined that I had
AND it was wild because I could see that potential, those qualities, and that fondness for others in the room that I have grown to deeply love and care about.
It is a weird feeling to want something so badly for someone else that the thought of them never attaining it crushes you.
It is a weird feeling to know that the things you wish for others are things that you should wish for yourself but never do.
It is a weird feeling to feel totally safe but totally vulnerable at the same time
It is a weird feeling to know that God hurts for you just as much as others hurt for you.
I don't claim to know anything about this wild and crazy and weird day that I had but I do know that it will continue again tomorrow and I can't wait to see what "new" and "crazy" and "wild" and "amazing" things God has to teach us next.